I remember the sad time I had to end my relationship with my first boyfriend. It wasn’t working and I was already ready to move on. I was feeling things for other people. It was not fair to him. I broke my own heart to leave someone so precious. But it was far crueler in my eyes to lead him on. We never had hard edges. Just love and caring. But I see now how the wheel is in reverse. He did hurt me by telling me he had someone he’d loved before me and still felt he was in love with, and I felt that blow like it was made to be fatal. But I was so young and conditioned and thus couldn’t reconcile we can be two things at once. Holding space for a human we love and will always deeply love and want to be happy for they were many things to us, but we change the value of that love. You were my lover but now you are my dearest friend and I am rooting for you. I am cheering for your bliss and your happiness. Consequently, I think he’s still single…and he could use a friend. It’s not me. But I hope he meets his best possibly destiny just as I do for you, angel. For what it’s worth, I get it. Just softer. We didn’t take it beyond dating or kissing and touching. So there was less of a grip to release. But to have had to hurt someone so sweet because it wasn’t working…all I can do is pray that he finds his true love, too. As I do for you. 🫶🪽 Be blessed, you tender soul. I love you. It’s okay to let hurt hurt. It’s not about you. And in the end, you’ll say thank you. I have. And it’s just…thank you. For everything.
Damn… that was heart wrenching and so beautiful at the same time. You really captured the fizzle of love.
I know right, thank you so much for reading.💗
Very familiar. I can see that in myself and in my partner.
"That love doesn’t always end in flames."
You touched my heart today. ❤️
I remember the sad time I had to end my relationship with my first boyfriend. It wasn’t working and I was already ready to move on. I was feeling things for other people. It was not fair to him. I broke my own heart to leave someone so precious. But it was far crueler in my eyes to lead him on. We never had hard edges. Just love and caring. But I see now how the wheel is in reverse. He did hurt me by telling me he had someone he’d loved before me and still felt he was in love with, and I felt that blow like it was made to be fatal. But I was so young and conditioned and thus couldn’t reconcile we can be two things at once. Holding space for a human we love and will always deeply love and want to be happy for they were many things to us, but we change the value of that love. You were my lover but now you are my dearest friend and I am rooting for you. I am cheering for your bliss and your happiness. Consequently, I think he’s still single…and he could use a friend. It’s not me. But I hope he meets his best possibly destiny just as I do for you, angel. For what it’s worth, I get it. Just softer. We didn’t take it beyond dating or kissing and touching. So there was less of a grip to release. But to have had to hurt someone so sweet because it wasn’t working…all I can do is pray that he finds his true love, too. As I do for you. 🫶🪽 Be blessed, you tender soul. I love you. It’s okay to let hurt hurt. It’s not about you. And in the end, you’ll say thank you. I have. And it’s just…thank you. For everything.